Every moment

The only thing I am sure of is that we have to love the life we are living. We never know when life is going to change. One moment we are living and the next everything has changed. I am not going to live in fear and I will not teach my boys to live in fear. By living joyfully we win.  I am amazed at all the goodness I have in my life. I have the most amazing husband, three stubborn wild sons, a wonderful  family and awesome friends.
Yesterday my parents were in Boston when the bombings happened. They were a block away. One block and fifteen minutes and today would be a different day. I am so grateful fate was on their side but I mourn for everyone that was hurt and for everyone that lost their life. I also feel sad for every runner, the Boston Marathon is every runners dream and every runner that ran yesterday had that dream taken away. I will never understand.
I am even more determined to run the Boston Marathon one day. I am more determined to keep living my life with joy.  And yes today my heart hurts.